Friday, February 18, 2011

YOU


Do you exist or are you only a product of my imagination?

Yes, you… I’m talking to you.

You are supposed to appear and suddenly change it everything.

You are supposed to come into my life and bring joy and charm.

You are supposed to make me feel understood. You are supposed to “get me”.

Is this real and possible or is this just a product of my imagination. I don’t know.

Should I continue to look for you?

Should I instead “construct” another you? A “you” that fits my rational side.

My head says: If I would to have a family, I would need a partner that is stable (emotionally and economically), a “good” person, with similar values as and similar lifestyle, smart, attractive, attentive, interested in culture… for starters.

My heart says : If I would have a life partner, I would need a partner in crime, someone that sees me as who I am, someone I can tell my deepest secrets, makes me laugh and laugh with me, “gets me”, is fun to travel and explore new places and cultures, interested in self-improvement, connects with me spiritually, understands my fears and lends me hand to overcome them.

Will you ever come into my life and charm both my heart and my head?

I wonder if you exist or are you only a product of my imagination…

Yes, you… I’m talking to you.