Clave 5

Nunca he confesado que me daba mucha envidia cuando oia como mi ex tenia un grupo en su uni y se iba con ellos a un bar a echar drinks y a ponerse hasta las chanclas. En clase se decian "clave 5" y ya sabian que se veian en cierto bar para pasar un buen rato.

Pues hoy yo tuve mi propio "clave 5" group!!! al terminar la clase me acerque a una chava y chavo y les dije que estaria de pelos empezar a organizar ir a echar drinks after class. Pues next thing I know... estoy echando margaritas en una cantina y moriendome de la risa hasta que mi estomago dolio!!

Como me gustaria compartir esto con mi ex... decirle: que crees ya tengo mi clave 5!!Estaria increible compartirlo con el.

Where the drama go?!

Tonight I thought I would have a good dose of drama, and honestly I was up for it. Not sure why but drama spices things a little and really inside of me I was looking forward to it.

The scene...my exboyfriends birthday party... the drama... he has a new girlfriend. I thought to myself..."why not going? So many people will be there and why should I stop my life for anyone". Besides, I thought I would look amazing and show him how I could care less about his girlfriend...

Well... honestly I didn't have to pretend. It was very obvious and genuine that I'm not attracted to him anymore. I saw them kissing and I didn't wish I was her, I'm truly happy for them. I wouldn't hang out with them in a regular basis but I didn't get the drama I was expecting.

Also, I saw a guy once I wanted to go out with and I didn't make any effort so he would like me this time. I was just myself, truly and only myself and that is refreshing. Not as exciting as the drama but this feels more like me... more what I want to be. Only for tonight I didn't care who liked me, I was busier being myself...I left the drama queen at home.

The Nice Girl

Al parecer el estereotipo de una mujer es ser linda, comprensiva, tierna, etc. etc. mas si en algun momento decimos lo que sentimos o opinamos y no entra dentro de este estereotipo pues nos catalogan como bitches.

Bueno, no puedo hablar en primera persona por que Charline sigue muy preocupada por ser la nice girl... y en un esfuerzo por probar algo no tan de nice girl intentare un deporte que no tiene nada de nice... si senoras y senores me he puesto los guantes de box y no muy girliemente le he dado unos buenos golpes al punching bag.

Me duele cada uno de los musculos de mi cuerpo... pero definitivamente dolera mas seguir jugando a ser una nina nice que no dice lo que siente, piensa o quiere.